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Take The Pressure Down...

6/30/2014

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I went for a ‘test’ run this morning, checking to see if my legs were fixed. Well, yes and no. Yes, I ran with no pain and aches and niggles. Phew. But NO – they felt very very slow, and weak, like I’ve lost any sort of power that I had built up?! I hope this is not the case, and that it was perhaps due to it being my first run back after 3 days sans-running, or maybe the humidity was doing its thang again. Hmm, not sure. It was only meant to be a recovery paced run for me to test the waters, so it was successful in that sense, however my legs do not feel their 100% best. At all. Tomorrow I have my last speedwork session of the training plan: 3.22kms easy, then 4x 1200m at threshold pace with 2 minute rests, and then 1.6kms cool down. So, I will be able to see if my speed is still there. I have an awful feeling that all the speed and strength that I feel I built up earlier in the training period, have been jeopardized by the 50km trail race that I plonked in the middle of my half marathon training program. Oops… (Hmm, and I still wouldn’t change doing that race! I just might plan my races and schedule a bit better next time.)

However, hey - what if I can’t keep to the intended pace during the half marathon? What if I don’t get a new PB and beat my time from the Shanghai half last December? So, what?? The only person who will be disappointed is me. I highly doubt anyone else cares if I manage to complete it in 1:30, or 1:31, or even 2:31 (3:31, people may be concerned about however, namely the race organizers, as there is a 3 hour cut-off time). Sure, friends would be very happy for me if I DO complete the race in the time that I want, but I’m sure they’ll be equally happy for me if I don’t and I run it anyway and am happy with the race. It struck me this morning, as I was lamenting my crappy run, that it is only ourselves who pressure us. We are our own worst enemies sometimes, and if I treated my friends the way I treat myself sometimes (i.e. the pressure I put on myself to meet goals and other things) then I’m sure I wouldn’t be their favourite person to hang out with, if at all. Before I left for this morning’s run, I was deliberating about whether or not to go, and was generally procrastinating drink green tea after green tea (shock! We were all out of coffee, nooooo…..), Husband told me to stop pressuring myself – it didn’t matter whether I went now or later in the day. Hmm, he had a point. However, it already being mid-morning (crazy sleep-in this morning until almost 9am!), and hence a hefty amount of traffic and humidity out there, I knew these two factors would only get worse later on, and that if I didn’t go right then and there, that I wouldn’t go at all and the day would simply get away from me. So, yes, I pressured and forced myself out the door! But then, during the run, his words came back to me, and I thought that yes, as runners, I think we tend to pile on the pressure about certain paces, times or distances we think we ‘have’ to run. I know how awesome it feels to tick off certain goals and to achieve training successes, but when things don’t go according to plan, we really shouldn’t take it so seriously or to heart. I mean, no one else does, right? Your friends and family are just happy if you’re happy, and (should) support you whatever your time or place in a race. At the end of the day, it’s just for fun and it’s a form of playing. Like anything in life, we shouldn’t take it so seriously. I will try and heed my own advice!

And so, for something completely unrelated to running paces, fuel, injuries, or any other running related topic, here are some pictures of a beautiful, playful soul, who definitely doesn’t take life too seriously (although she takes begging for egg yolks or peanuts kind of seriously at times) and would never put pressure on herself for anything, she just goes with the flow. I should follow her example:

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Kristina link
6/30/2014 12:05:29 am

Bear is such a cutie! : )

I agree that we are the only ones who feel disappointed when we don't reach our goals. Our friends are going to be supportive no matter what. The non-running friends will be impressed no matter what our finishing time is, and our running friends will understand that bad days (or even bad training cycles) happen. Leading into a race I try to have A, B and C goals ... and the C goal is usually just finishing, haha. It kind of makes me laugh a bit, but seriously, people get injured in the middle of racing which means just finishing in the upright position is an accomplishment! It's all about perspective ;)

Not to add any pressure, but I think you're going to do great at the half. You are a really strong runner and even a bad day for you will probably still result in some amazing time. I don't think you have to worry about them closing down the course on you, haha.

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Lou link
7/1/2014 05:03:51 pm

Thanks heaps Kristina!!! (oh shit, I really hope I don't get injured mid-race, eek....)

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The running Schlub link
6/30/2014 03:45:43 am

Love this post. You are 100% correct that we put all the pressure on ourselves. I think that is why I have been loving trails so much. I run when I can and hike when I have to, no pressure of holding a pace and meeting a finishing time. In general I have been working on setting good goals and not beating up on myself so much. Takes a lot of work, Rome wasn't built in a day lol.

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Lou link
7/1/2014 05:04:51 pm

I would love to run and hike trails more. I'm hoping there's some trails nearby in our new city (but I fear it's pretty flat too, oops...)

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Amy link
6/30/2014 04:17:27 am

I am the best person to talk to about taking pressure off! I hardly put any pressure on myself to PR anymore and it makes running FUN! But well, I guess, I am not PR-ing so there's that....(most of my races now are at altitude and my PRs are at sea level, so why care?)

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Lou link
7/1/2014 05:05:36 pm

Here's to FUN running! (and hopefully an unexpected pb then, haha...) :)

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Kim link
6/30/2014 11:03:48 am

Oh -so hard! Glad your husband is supportive and giving you such great advice. I know it is hard to give up the idea of getting a PR but sometimes that is the only way -hope your legs keep feeling better!!!

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Lou link
7/1/2014 05:06:20 pm

Thanks Kim ,they are feeling much better! Yes, he is very supportive and encouraging too. :)

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Karen link
6/30/2014 11:07:37 am

Oh I hate the pressure feeling, I have been there done that and it does take the fun out of running. It's okay if your legs are't feeling 100% you know how quickly that can change. Will you be in humid conditions for your race? Humidity is a pace killer and it's more important to keep breathing right. Bear is quite adorable :) Cheers to your next run feeling great!!

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Lou link
7/1/2014 05:07:17 pm

Luckily I think there will be no humidity or heat issue, which is such a relief. Aww, thanks, we love her! :)

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